winter break

so today is the first day of our winter vacay! :D im still in my PJ's and im working on cleaning out my closet so I can move a bookshelf into the soon to be open space so when I buy Myu (http://www.volksusa.com/msdmyu10kit.html ) I can move the books from my large book shelf into my closet and display her in the large bookshelf :D.
So last weekend we got our tree! after looking at 2 tree farms we found a place that wernt just selling pre cut trees. so after like 45 min and finding out the first tree we liked was not for sale we found our current tree! its derpy cuz the top is slightly crooked XD so as we were walking back to our car its starts to snow! it was only a little but it was snow :D.
then the next day (sunday) i went to Ericas house for an Xmas party, we walked to Dunkin D's and made holiday cookies. Erica bought me a hello kitty watch ( YAY) and a hello kitty pez dispenser ( yay again ) then when I got home we decorated the tree :D ill post pics when i find my camara.
so monday night i make some of the chocolates i handed out as xmas gifts. handed those out to my friends i would only see on tuesday. and i also got adorable HK pj botoms from Jorda and Sandra gave me a box of homemade cookies :D. then later I went and bought socks and nail polish for Chary Jorda and Erica. so i passed out all the presents and I was happy
then tuesday night I made the last of the chocolates and passed those out on wendsday.

Is it wrong of me to kind of expect a small present from Chary? she recently got a new BF, Axle, who we have both known since the first grade and hes rlly nice so i aprove of him. but since they started dating I feel Chary has spent alot less time with me. im worried im just being paranoid but i cant help it, when you feel like you have no friends you get rlly attached to the ones you still have.

I better finish with my closet before I grow white hairs XP happy holidays incase I dont get on before hand

Peace
Kitty

Sadness

That feeling when your friends in ur grade abandon you.
So im havig a lil partyishthing tonight and I invited 4 of my fellow freshmin and 4 sophmores. one os my Sfriends cant come cuz she has to baby sit, and another might not be able to because of Xmas decorating and shtuff. Then Charry decides she wants to hang with our normal group, her mom said it was hang with them or hang with me she couldnt do both in the same day, and they get together every friday after school. So that bugs me! then Vironica H. ,we have  Vironicas in the freshmin class,  said she now cant come cuz her mom now says no. Then just now the other Vironica called saying she cant come cuz her mom just had her opporation and all so Im fine with that cuz her mom is awsome! so I hope my other friends show up.
Recently I've been feeling really alone. I know their are ppl their for me but its like I cant tell them certain things otherwise I worry ill weigh them down with my sadness and then they will hate me. Sometimes I feel like crying but I cant and its annoying. Sry for being depresssing internet :( I cant help it today.

Peace
Kitty

DECEMBER :D :D :D :D :D :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So as you can see I LOVE Christmas :D its my fave time of the year! So i got rlly Christmasy and got out the advent calender :D and i even made a ginger bread house for like the first time :D so I will upload pics later........i got lazy trying to upload them all ^.^"
But over all ive had a decent week. Except that Jewl (shes a chearleader and an anoyying person!) has been saying terribal things bout two of my friends and they are really upset about it. So one is trying to get n apointment with her guidenc counsler.

Peace,
Kitty

P.S.
My computer wont check my spelling currently so I apologies ^.^"

Hullo again :D

so Janet and i have been like magnets, repelling each other. I like just got into an argument with Jacob and i decided to leave our FB group because of ppl thinking im mean for saying something completely true! so Viranica had a friend who is now a bitch to her and anyone Vironica knows. So the girl has been trying to join the FB group for like forever iguess and Andrew posted bout it, so i questioned why some ppl are still friends with her on FB and they said cuz they find it funny! so i said that it was totally wrong so then Jacob got pissed so i left FB for a bit then quit the group all together. Sooooooooooooooooo its been a very sad day here :( this is when I wish someone would say hello or sumtin, if anyone actually reads this. I keep imagining itll turn out like the manga "I am Here" where someone will say hello and we will become friends. But if that never happens I guess its okay, I feel better getting my emotions out.

Not much else that I can think of so,
Peace,
Kitty

WAY TO LONG!

Hey! im sry I havnt talked in forever heres what happened:
James asked me out, a week later i broke up with him realizing we had little in common now he hates me (and extracting his revenge by telling Stanly that I tried to seduce him and that James broke up with me not the other way around and that Stanly should avoid me. but thats more recent) then shit happens, Charry and Josh start dating and i find out like 3 days later and i get pissed at them but stay mostly pissed at Jacob. 1 week later the day after  thanksgiving Josh msgs me on FB and says how he told Charry bout 3 of his Xs talking with him and how one wants to do him and i told him that he was an idiot for doing that and he got kinda upset. Then Charry broke up with him later that day and Josh was bitchin bout it and i told him straight uop thaty he needs to get over it! that he cant be as glum and gloomy as my friend Logan when his GF broke up with him via text and said he was a terably mean person when hes as sweet as anything! so hes pissed at me.

I have to go, Ill post more later :D

Peace,
Kitty

Lots of Shtuf!

Hey! well alot has happened. So we did our first 2 feild shows, i personally felt i did better at the first one than at the second one XD. Then we prepped for the big carnival that we always preform at (more in a bit). And now Im just working on my love life :D.

So when we went to the carnival we had 2 hours to go around the park, our normal group started out then Stanly and one of his friends went to look at sumtin, then TaylorT (we have 3 Taylors in our group) and James went to look at hats....they both like hats alot, so i followed. Then we went and scouted out the rides. James and I went on one, its kinda a mini roller coaster, but you go backwards on a small track and you speed up till your pushed against the person on the left side of the cart. At that point I was squying in James's ear and squashing him. I apologized when we got of but he was okay with it. So we went around  a bit more and hooked up with some of our upperclassmen friends, so while they went on some rides James and I played one of the games and he won me a pupy plushie! :D its the size of a small pillow. We ate lunch and James and I went on the ride one last time before I got lost going back to the buss cuz CG had to do makeup. And some time inbetween performances I got 2 hugs from James.

After the performances, we got on the bus,and drove for 1/2 an hour, i tried sleeping leaning against the window using the puppy as a pillow, and stopped for food at McD. James made a comment bout me using the puppy and i offerd it to him as a pillow and he said he was fine. Now this is the awsome part, Perry is an awsome Junior and he asked me if I liked James, I said Yes, he asked Jake. First with his friends around , no, with less friends, maybe, with no1 , yes, is i t a yes no maybe? Then we went home the end :D

Peace,
Kitty

Anime Boston Prep :D

Yelo! Well we've had a few changes on our costumes since Friday. James is now going as Zero *squee* and im going as Yuki *squee again* So I started doing some research and I posted pics of the outfits on FB and James and I've been posting on it since. We decided only to do the jacket so 1. its easier since im an okay sewer, 2.its cheaper we only have a budget of $50, 3. less layers!  So I also started to look for the rose buttons, some ppl used molds to make theirs ( i found a mold for $10) and some painted rose buttons (pry what we'll do). But if we cant we may just use silver buttons.  for the white parts of the jacket I plan on using white ribbon or white trim.

Peace,
Kitty

OMG! School Started!

Last Thursday I left to visit my grandma in NY and we go stuck due to Irean, so I got back late Wednesday. Then School started on Thursday and I've been busy since with CG (color guard) and being tired.

Well Andrew is in my advisory for the next 4 years :D. Janets in 4 of my 8 classes so I hope we dont get  assigned a project together :( . I have World Geo. with Stanly, Lunch Every other day with Stanly Andrew and some of their friends, and I have James, Jacob and a few other ppl I know the other lunches :D.

Last night before Band/CG practice James and I started msging each other on FB and we decided to get our friends together to go the the pizza place down the street, I was really happy cuz he asked me about it first :D. So we went today and we had alot of fun. Then since James's dad couldn't pick him up till 4:30 the ppl who didn't have to leave wen't to the library 20 minutes away. James started reading Vampire Knight and I read my book while everyone else whispered loudly. At one point James and I tried sneaking away but we were noticed. So they went into one of the comp rooms while James finished the first VK volume. After that we all basically left. And now James really wants to go to Anime Boston with everyone as a randome character from VK. So I will be working on finding a pattern for the girls and guys tops cuz now Im considering going as a randome background character too.

Peace,
Kitty

Band camp blues :P

Well I havn't posted due to being whipped after band camp and extra CG practices. So HI! :D

Well I have a crush on this guy named Andrew so I asked him to the dance I mentioned a wile ago and he said yes. So now I've been waiting for him to make the next move. Hes been gone most of the summer either seeing his mom (his parents are divorced) or he's been at camp. So I didn't see him till the first day of Band Camp. So on Friday I wanted to go the the pizza parlor down the road from the high school, cuz we have lunch at camp, so Andrew wen't down with me even though he wasn't buying food. Sad thing is when we joind our friends back on campus he quickly told one of his friends we wernt dating...pareently alot of his friends think we are due to the dance.

 Then that afternoon a good portion of the band went to a movie night at a seniors house, the had a projector on a screen, and I met a kid who is now my second crush. Jame's, that's the kid, town doesn't have a high school so they get shipped to ours and hes soooooo nice, cute and funny. But he seems to not always be silly so that's nice, Andrew is almost all fun and no work. Andrew just doesn't seem to have a serious side. So Iv'e been flirting with both of em.

More later if anything comes up.

Peace,
Kitty

whoops! where hase the time gone!?

Well I seem to have forgotten to update you guys!
Wendsday: Got a really short haircut, with bangs! :D
Thursday:We worked some more on the routine in gaurd, im getting better at catching :D
Friday: nuthing really happened....
Saturday: Finished the book i got...some-time-in-the-last-few-days and started the next one in the series. then I went to a party at Ericas house, met her annoying BF and some of her awsome junior friends
Sunday: Practiced for Guard, I caught 2/5 pole hits :D, went to the mall with Erica, and then finished the other book....

Thats about it :D

Peace
Kitty

Color Gaurd

I felt like i was going to cry last night at practice. I cant do tosses cuz my hand automatically goes up to catch it for fear of hitting myself! Worst of all the way the girl who was helping me looked at me made me really self conceous. :(

Peace
Kitty

Nothing special

YO! Well on Sunday my family, my friend Zakum, and my sis's friend went to the zoo...my sister's friend and Zakum would not stop talking about anime! it bugged me cuz I wanted to hang out with my friend and my sis wanted the same but it didn't work.

Then yesterday I went to my friend Sandra's house for a beach party(her house is right on the water! :D ) and i got to hang with the Sandras (2 of my friends share the same name and their really close friends) and Ella! We went net fishing using muscles as bait, we broke em open on the rocks, Sandra's (the host) little sister Sam was also fishing with me wile her sister helped Ella catch crabs and the other Sandra sat and drifted on a boogy-board. When we went back to Sandra's house we had a bucket filled with tiny fish and another with tiny crabs and a HUGE green crab. And I got to see my favorite little camper, little Kitty! We have the same name and I LOVE her!!!!! Sam is best friends with her older sis so little Kittys family came. It was really fun, seeing little Kitty, fishing and jumping of the neighbors dock.

Peace
Kitty

Promised post

So I promised I'd tell you bout the drama that happened before summer. I don't get all of it but here is what I heard.  So Janet (I changed all of their names just to be on the safe side) and Stanly were going to go to the 8th grade dance together, they each herd rumors about why the other wanted to go to the dance with them, they both decided not to go with each other. That afternoon Janet even told me she didn't like Stanly (she had told me earlier that she did) and it was a pity date. Then Charry moved back to the US from Japan (she was living there because her mom is Japanese and wanted her daughter to have a good Japanese education). Janet immediately tried to be her BFF which kinda failed cuz Charry now dosn't really like her.

Then Janet and I, along with our other friend Vineca, were assigned to do a project together, big mistake on my part. I felt I was pulling more than my weight, we did most of the printing of pics and other stuff at my house, they didn't even have their info typed! And when you compared the thirds of the trifold in my opinion mine was the most colorful and eye catching since the background color of my captions, and pictures, were put on color full pieces of paper and were at angles to look fun. Also I had captions instead of paragraphs so the info was quick to read but still had enough info. So when Janet acted like I was being a b**** about me feeling how I was pulling most of the weight I finally snapped. We are not friends anymore and Im happy about it.

Then a week or so before the end of school Janet found out Stanley was going to the dance with Britney, Janets and Stevens friend, and Janet was majorly upset. (This bit is info from Charry) Janet called up Charry, practically invited herself over, cried at Charrys place, questioned what Stanly saw in Britney, and called herself a "complete package".

So yah...thats most of the drama that oqured 1 month before school ended.

Peace
Kitty

Just chillin

YO! :D Well I got to hang with my best friend Charry (like cherry but misspelled with an a) we talked about the drama at school and upcoming drama in high school...ill fill you in tomarow morning.

Peace
Kitty

Practice

Kitty here! Well I just got back from Color Gaurd practice and Im really annoyed. I cant get this one throw, I jammed my fingers 3 times, and I feel stupid. I know I shouldn't but I cant help it. Im tired....night!

Peace
Kitty

First ever blog

Well hi! Im Kitty and this is my first time blogging. I hope my blogs wont be to boring (if anyone actually reads them) so if they are deal with it. Im just going to blog bout my life when I actually get on to do it. So Ill up date each evening or maybe every other evening. So yah.

Peace
Kitty